My Final Post

Ok, so it is currently 2:31 am, Sept. 16, 2005. This is my last post on LJ before I leave the Sacramento area.
Saying goodbye to your friends is really hard, expecially when you tend to forget that you are moving tomorrow. When I droped off Robin I was just like "Have fun, see you later" fully expecting to see her either tomorrow or the next day. It wasn't till she said "see you someday...." that I realized that this was going to be the last time I saw her for awhile. It just hit soo suddenly. Its was pretty much the same with Aubrey, except that I was more concious that I was leaving soon.
Goodbyes are always awkard for me. I don't know how to do an effective goodbye. I really wish I had some speech to say to my friends about how much they ment to me, how we'll always be friends even if we arn't near eachother, but no, all I got is "Have fun, see you later" and "Keep yourself out of trouble." Oh well.

Today was all in all a pretty good day. I got to see Phi, Aubrianne, and Aubriannes boyfriend Jared. We went out to dinner, and hung out, it was good. Then Robin, Aubrey, Aaron, and I went to the Hookah bar. That was badassed. We later went to denny's, where Robin did a shot of syrup, I tried to but I just couldn't do it.
Anyways, its almost three am, I still have some last minuet packing to do...Haha.. I am such a procrastinator.

Goodbye to all you people in Sac. Goodbye to Sac, though we have had our issues, you were really a good place to grow up in. Maybe not the most intresting, but it is as good I one could really hope for. I will miss all your trees (though Santa Cruz has a ton of trees), and rivers, and fimilar streets and people, and friends. I am really sad to be leaving such a good place, and soo many people.

Hello UCSC, I guess this is where my life is going now. Excited? Nervous? Anxious? Yes. Yes. Yes. I guess this is just the next step in my life, though I must admit this dosn't soo much feel like a step but more of a leap off a cliff.

Bye! Hello!

JEN